Chapter 132 - "WE'LL BE FINE!"
"You are deranged!"
He pulled her back, trapping her in between him and the wall, not leaving any space out to escape.
"Deranged or psycho? You are mine!!! You are fucking stuck to me for life and death....so deal with it!"
He let each word out very clearly so that it would get entrap in her damn mind. She was only his and only belonged to him.
"I am no one's??? Do you get me?? I m no one's."
Tinsley murmured, boldly getting over him. He shook his head in denial and stopped her.
"You are mine whether you like it or not!!"
"No, I m fucking not!!! I m my own person!"
"You are mine!!! Say it...say it!"
Kian pressed, inching his face closer to hers. Their eyes boring into each other. Tinsley was nowhere ready to give up just yet. She could not let him win over her.
"I won't...never!!"
"Fucking say it!!"
He slammed his right fist onto the wall, right above her head and it scared her but she did not give in.
"No!!!"
"You are mine...you say it or not, you like it or not...you love me!"
With that, he pasted his lips to hers. She protested, trying to push him off her body but he thrashed his body more to her soft body.
"I hate you...I hate you!!!"
She uttered out in between the kiss. Kian tore off her shirt from her body, exposing her naked skin.
"You love me...always have and will always do.."
Kian asserted, looking up at her. They both were breathing hard from all the fighting, anger, rage and fury for each other.
"I don't!!"
Tinsley was not letting go of it. She denied it, peeking right into his grey pairs, which were getting darker in shades with time.
She knew what was coming next. She was very aware of that. Her mind screamed at her to push him aside and run away from him...not give into him.
But she remained static in her place, right in the position that rendered her completely under his mercy.
"Oh, you do!! You very much do!"
He whispered, going down on her. She was caught off guard. He probed her body up, wrapping her legs around his waist.
His face disappeared in the crook of her neck, kissing the spot that made her delirious, losing her mind.
She caught hold of his shoulder, trying hard to contain the moans inside of her mouth.
He littered kisses all over her exposed neck line, giving a hard squeeze to her boobs. She did not hear when he opened the zipper of his pants or slipping her underwear to the side.
"Fuck!!"
She cursed out, feeling him all the way inside of her core in one hard stroke. He looked up at her. She opened her eyes to see him too.
"You love me!!! You always have and will always do!"
He spoke out, pulling his manhood out and then slamming back inside, knocking her back on the wall.
"Say it!!...say it...say it, baby!!"
He softly requested her, going in and out of her. She was holding herself from screaming his name out. It had been so long since he was inside of her.
"I do...I...ahhh...do...I love you!!"
She confessed, moaning out, closing her eyes, feeling him all the way inside of her.
They both cursed out how good it felt. All the anger, the built-up rage was long forgotten and getting lost in each other's bodies.
Kian hid his face in the crook of her neck, kissing the area red, licking it. She hugged him close to her body as he kept thrusting his hard rode inside of her without a break.
He had been dying to feel her, be inside of her, getting close to her. She was his peace land...she calmed him down.
And in a moment or two, he finally came inside her. She closed her eyes in solace, getting lost in the euphoria.
Their heavy breathing echoed in the living room as slowly he dropped her down, his hard cock slipped out of her swollen opening, his semen mixed with her liquid leaked out of her.
They both did not dare to look at each other and Tinsley walked out of there, locking herself in their bedroom.
He sighed, realizing all that had happened. He regretted most of it...all the parts that involved fighting with her but not the incident outside at all.
After an hour, Tinsley finally got out of the bedroom. Kian looked up, sitting on the sofa. He was afraid that she was going to stay mad at him for a long time.
They both stared into each other, not saying a word, silently. She did not know how to start and say it to him.
Neither did he. He did not know how to apologize for saying all that to her. He was clearly very angry at that moment and spoke things out that of course he never meant any of it.
He inhaled and apologised.
"I m sorry!"
Tinsley did not say anything back but continued to glance at him. She knew that he did not mean any of those...ill words he had yelled in her way.
But regardless of it all, it did hurt. It hurt to hear those coming from his mouth.
"Take this."
She gave him her locket. He eyed her not knowing what to do with it. She came closer, standing before him, extended the locket back.
"Sell it. "
'What??"
He stood up, not believing what she just said. She was offering her locket, her last piece of neck jewellery to sell it and pay all those bills with the penalty.
"It will pay all of our bills with the penalty."
She said. But Kian declined the offer and gave it back to her. He had not reached that bottom of his existence to sell his wife's jewels to pay for the bills.
"Keep it. I do not need it."
"Then how are you going to pay??"
Tinsley questioned. She did not know why he was being so hard and dense in matters like these.
"I will figure out, ok...I m not going to sell my wife's jewels for it."
Kian stated. Tinsley only rolled her eyes at him.
"When are you going to stop being so stubborn??"
"I m not...ok. It's your jewellery and you do not have many left at the moment. This is your last necklace. I m not going to sell that."
Kian defended himself. Tinsley only groaned in annoyance. Since when did he think like that??
Since when did he take her to be caring more about her jewellery than saving their household??
"I do not need it..."
Tinsley said, once again thrashing the locket to his hand. He took it from her around, putting it back on her neck.
"I do not need it because I have a job that could pay it ok?"
He announced. He had applied for a few hacking companies anonymously and one happened to hire him for their job.
He knew that they could not survive long with no job. So he decided to finally step out. His reputation would not allow him to head out and do a normal job so he decided to do one behind his laptop in his own house.
But he was still hesitant whether or not to take it up but looking at their condition now, he knew he needed it urgently.
"What?? When?? Where??"
Tinsley threw questions at him, turning to face him. She could not believe her ears. When did he apply for a job??
"It's been a while...It's a hacking job. Not illegal before you freak out!"
He joked, trying to lighten the mood up. She looked at him, trying to understand when did he made up his mind for a job?
"I m not freaking out...although what about your project??"
She asked, being concerned about it. She felt somehow responsible for pushing him into it and letting him sacrifice his dreams.
"It does not require me to work every day or around the clock either. "
He explained, trying to calm her down. He could see in her that she was not liking the idea of him working at all.
"Look, Tinsley...I thought I could get back on the market and business right away but could not and now we are running out of resources...we could not forever go on living like this..."
She sighed. Her worst fear had come true. Him letting go of his dream and trying to settle in for an ordinary life that he never wanted and just for her.
She felt responsible for all of it and it hurt her that she could not do anything to help him out of it either.
"Do not worry...I will be fine...we will make this work!"
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