Chapter 299 - 300: You must think I'm Disgusting
Chapter 299: Chapter 300: You must think I’m Disgusting
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Shen Shichuan furrowed his brow, remained silent, as if waiting for Xia Yangyang to give an answer.
Xia Yangyang began to speak, “The day Shen Manbing was held hostage by a crazed fan, Ah Chen and I took her to the hospital. You came later, and we left, but that day I left my jacket on a chair in the corridor. In fact, I came back for it later, and at that time I saw…”
Xia Yangyang did not reveal everything.
If she hadn’t seen it with her own eyes, Xia Yangyang would never have believed it.
What Xia Yangyang saw was Shen Shichuan kissing the sleeping Shen Manbing.
At that time, Shen Shichuan also had his eyes closed, yet his thin lips distinctly landed on Shen Manbing’s lips.
And his expression was so suppressed, so pained.
It was something Xia Yangyang had never seen before.
His fingers were gripping the bedsheets tightly, so far away, yet Xia Yangyang could see the bulging veins on his hand.
Xia Yangyang knew then.
It turned out that Shen Shichuan’s feelings for his sister were not ordinary.
Shen Shichuan’s pupils contracted instantly, and his complexion darkened.
So, that day, Xia Yangyang had seen everything.
No wonder!
This secret, for so many years, he had concealed it very well, so no one knew, not even Manbing.
He had originally planned to keep this secret for a lifetime.
Even if his heart bled and festered.
Just like Xia Yangyang said, he couldn’t imagine one day Manbing getting married, having kids, and fully detaching from his life.
All these years, looking at Shen Manbing and Gu Qichen, he knew that their relationship wasn’t of ordinary lovers.
He also knew that Gu Qichen’s feelings for Shen Manbing were only sibling love, only that he wasn’t aware of it.
But even so, he still suffered daily with a heart-wrenching pain.
But Shen Manbing was still his sister after all, even without a blood relationship, they had grown up together from a young age.
He didn’t know when he started harboring such “indecent” thoughts.
Moreover, he feared that once Shen Manbing realized, she would be completely disgusted with him.
Actually, he himself was disgusted with himself too.
On the surface, he pretended not to care, but over the years, he didn’t know how many times he had gone insane.
Today, Xia Yangyang broke this unspoken truth, it somewhat felt like an outlet had been created for those suppressed pains of all these years.
Shen Shichuan sank into the sofa, saying, “Yangyang, I know you must think I’m a pervert for falling in love with the sister I raised.”
Xia Yangyang was silent for a bit, not knowing what to say at this point.
But Shen Shichuan began to pour out his heart.
Some things had been suppressed in his heart for too long, as if he now finally found an outlet, those intense emotions rushed out like a dam bursting.
“The first time I saw Manbing, she was four years old, and mom had found her and brought her home. She had fainted from hunger at the side of the road. At that time, I thought, how could there be such a skinny child in the world? I was friendly to her. But when I learned that my parents wanted to adopt her, I was upset, even beginning to dislike her. But she was unaware, still calling me brother every day, running around behind me cheerily. She was only four years old then, she didn’t understand anything, but I couldn’t bear to suddenly have such a sister, with an unknown origin, to share my parents’ love.”
Shen Shichuan seemed to have fallen into some memory, his voice far and deep.