Chapter 81
81 iv. His Request
She glanced around, ahhh... The wolves’ mansion. She knew she was in a dream once again.
She always had quite vivid dreams as a child, of queen and knight, a CEO and his wife, and now the alpha and an adoptive sister.
She thought it was quite normal to have dreams like this. She was fairly surprised the first time she heard that it doesn’t happen often for people to feel like they are watching a memory come alive.
Her dreams felt like memories unraveling before her eyes. Memoirs involving the same two persons, reincarnated over several lifetimes.
That is silly, of course. Reincarnation is not true and so are soulmates. There is no such thing.
Otherwise, how else would she explain the unfairness of liking someone so out of her league? Someone that even if she extends her hand out, her hand will never touch.
She took up communications in college not just because it is cheap but because all she could think of are those stories. She wanted to someday write them down.
She blinked as the scene became clearer, now she is like someone watching through a looking glass.
It was a scene after the hunting, precisely a week after it has ended. As to how she knew that she has no answers.
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It was as if she knew everything that is about to happen at this instant. The time, place, characters, and the scene that is about to play. It feels as if she knew it all by heart.
Dominus insisted on bringing her to a secret cabin in a faraway country, saying she is not safe to be staying at the manor, not unless they have strengthened the security again.
He refused to leave her side too, he was literally like a puppy following his master. She pointed it out the first day they were there when he even wanted to accompany her when she wanted to pee.
He growled and backed down because of it. He contented himself to be talking with her while he waited outside for her, pressing himself directly against the door, listening intently from the other side.
She smiled, she is worried about taking him away from his responsibilities but having him like this doesn’t hurt. These moments are far in between, and very much treasured in her memories.
It feels like seeing a different side of him that she has learned to cherish.
A side other than the torturous alpha who dictates on everyone around him.
It is almost as if they are dating now, him and her as a normal couple, maybe even like husband and wife if she can at least have the fantasy of that. She smiled at the thought. His wife.
But soon her mood soured, and the words of the vampire she met during the hunting echoed through her mind once again.
Dominus would have to marry another, a Luna strong enough to lead beside him. That is who will be staying as his wife, not her in fact.
She stirred in her bed, turning her back against him. She couldn’t help it, she despised the idea so damned much that she feared she just might suddenly burst into tears and make a fool out of herself in front of him.
She felt warmth course through her body as he pulled her close to him, pressing a tender kiss on her nape as he sniffed her scent. His hard chest pressed against her soft back as she bit on her lower lip.
“Did you have a bad dream?” his deep voice greeted her still drowsy state.
“Not really”, she lied. She had to lie or else he will ask what it is about. And his persistence will just kill her as she would then have to concoct bigger lies.
“You really think I won’t know it when you are lying to me? As if I don’t know you enough to have an idea when you are saying the truth,” she froze as he castigated her.
He continued to hold her tighter. She was naked, and so was he. He was fucking her the whole night until she passed out from exhaustion. It seemed like he didn’t bother to dress them up.
“What’s wrong?” he asked again, snuggling her closer until she couldn’t breathe.
“I said, nothing,” she was pissed off by him, by their situation, by her heart that keeps on beating desperately for him.
“Tell me, at least trust me enough to tell me what’s bothering you,” he pushed her onto the bed and positioned himself on top of her.
“Trust you? Do you know how untrustworthy you are to me?! You lock me up and chain me to your side. I can’t even have my own bank account or work for my own savings! Do you know how incompetent that makes me feel,” she felt her eyelashes flutter as she tried to stop herself from bursting into tears.
“Why do you want your bank account?” his eyes looked at her, point blank. He would give her everything as long as she promised him she will stay.
“Because I want to have security, I don’t want to depend on you all the time. I am a grown-up woman, I need to have my own money!” she bit her lower lip, trying to stop herself from screaming.
“I want you to depend on me. Ask me anything, anything in the world, and I’ll get it for you. No matter what, all you have to do is ask,” he held her hand to his lips and pressed a kiss.
“What do you want, queenie?” he kissed her cheek, his deep voice making her nerves tingle.
“I want my freedom,” she lied. She never wanted that. Being away from him even for a moment would feel like hell.
All she ever wanted is to belong to him. She wanted him. Only him. But that is impossible, so she can settle for saving herself from being a vampire’s bride.
His jaw clenched, and his eyes looked at hers intently. He gripped her by her neck and forcefully opened her mouth with his fingers.
“You will never be free. Not from me. Not now. Not ever. How in the world are you so stupid to think I’ll ever let that happen?” he lowered his gaze to her lips.
“Open your mouth and stick your stupid tongue out, noona,” he commanded.
She trembled seeing how he is. She knew she has angered him. She knew it will be terrible when she does and just thinking about it made her do what he asked of her.
She stuck her tongue out as he slid his fingers inside. Her eyes watered as he thrust his fingers in and out of her mouth. The movements made her feel hot all over.
“Tsk. Such a dirty mouth you have, noona. Saying things that are bullshit,” he removed his fingers from her mouth and she closed them again, her tongue too tired to say anything.
“On all fours, now,” his voice was commanding and filled with hate.
She felt her knees tremble as her legs shake. She did as he asked, tears flowing down her cheeks from the anxiety that racked her body.
“You seemed so brave earlier. You asked for freedom, after all,” he licked her neck.
“I only,” she was unable to finish her sentence when she felt his thumb circling her anus. She closed her eyes.
“You what? You want to escape, don’t you?” he inserted his thumb, indenting it on her anus as she whimpered under him.
“Are you trying to anger me so I’ll fuck this part of yours too?” his voice was malicious.
“No, please. Please, I don’t want that,” she begged him, but his hand pressed her head down such that her buttocks is at an angle higher than her head.
“Surely, you do. You don’t anger the alpha for nothing, noona. Is that something a grown-up woman like you can’t comprehend?” his deep voice filled the air.
“No, please! I promise, I won’t say it again,” she begged him as she tried to wiggle away from him.
“Let’s make sure this lesson is stuck in that pretty brain of yours,” he added a finger on her anus, stretching her hole.
She felt tears burn her skin as she started to sob. It hurts. He was always contented with just teasing her there with his thumb.
“Please, not there,” she begged him, her lips trembling as her legs shook.
“But why? This belongs to me too, noona. I am your guardian, your protector, your alpha,” he removed his fingers but before she can feel any relief, he slammed his shaft inside of her.
She gripped the bed covers, her breathing hitched as she let out an ear-splitting scream.
“Shhhh... do you really want the whole pack to know what we are doing? You do know that they are aware of our weird little relationship,” he thrusts further into her.
“No, please. It hurts,” she begged him, her lips trembling as he bottomed out inside her, his whole length pressing down her ass hole.
“You will feel good in a while. Don’t I always make sure you feel good, noona? I am such a perfect little bro,” he began rubbing her clitoris, making her moan.
She hates herself, for feeling good despite the circumstance. He knew how to touch her body, he knew how to turn on the switch and make her hot all over.
“Dominussss....” soon she was moaning out his name as he continued to rock her body with each of his thrusts, his thumb relentlessly rubbing circles around her bundle of nerves.
“Please don’t,” she begged him again as she gyrated her hips towards him.
Her body loved the pain and pleasure that assaulted her. But she didn’t want this. She didn’t want to feel good from this assault.
She didn’t want to forget about the idea of freedom. Of being free and independent. She didn’t want to blindly be the alpha’s little pet.
“You’ll cum for me, sweetie. Whether you want it or not, your body will cum for me. We both know this is not just one-sided. We both know you crave this too as much as I do,” he whispered in her ear before biting on her shoulder.
Her body trembled as she met with her first orgasm, her limbs flailing as she felt immense pain likewise, his cock stretching her anus as she felt warm liquid dripping down her thighs.
He flipped her again, during which she ran her hand on her legs, and bringing it up to her face, she saw blood.
“Look what you did, you made me do this. You made me want to fucking ruin you so badly, I can’t help it,” this time he thrusts his cock inside her core.
He relentlessly plowed inside her cunt as she let out moans of pleasure. He was right, she couldn’t stop herself even if she wanted to.
Her body likes this a lot. Every bundle of nerves in her body woke from his touch, his kisses... his taking makes her his. She belongs to him.
She moaned louder as the tip of his cock forcefully opened her cervix, her face contorting from the pain and pleasure combined.
He smiled at seeing her expression, “That’s right, make that expression for me, noona. That expression on you is so perfect, I can’t stop myself from railing you even more.”
She clung to his shoulders as he thrusts deeper into her womb, his thick length making a bulge on her stomach as her nails dig into his skin.
“Fucking cum with me, cum for me. I will fill you with my pups so that you’ll have enough worries to fill that pretty brain of yours. Instead of running away, I’ll tie you even closer to me. Do you want that, noona? You want my little pups inside your belly?” he grunted.
They have been careful because she was in her fertile period. Up till now, he would spill his seeds outside of her. She shook her head, he promised.
“No, please. I’m fertile. Don’t, please not inside,” she begged.
“Shut up! Fucking shut the hell up!” she was startled, his expression was filled with hurt. His eyes were angry and hard but it was filled with a look of desperation as well.
She stopped fighting him, her heart clenching at the way he looked. He spilled his seeds inside of her. Her body came with him, an intense orgasm that made her tremble in his arms.
He held her close to him as he sobbed, pressing his face on her neck as his voice broke, “Please, do everything else but that. Don’t leave me, noona. I’ll die. I can’t take it. I can’t live without you standing close to me. Please, don’t say you’ll leave. I beg of you, please stay. Stay right beside me.”
She felt her cheeks burn from her tears as well. His voice kept her from blanking out. She held him closer, embracing him with her hands that won’t even reach half of his torso.
He didn’t seem to mind, and she didn’t seem to mind. She sobbed in his arms as he calmed down. Seeing him this way broke her even more.
His pain. His sadness. It makes her heart hurt so badly. She took his hand and rubbed it on her cheek.
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He wiped his tears away and looked at her, her body still shaking from the numerous orgasms that continued to hit her, but she stayed. This time her consciousness stayed with him.
He looked at her stomach, still stuffed with his seeds. Some of his seeds spilled out of her as he pulled out of her core.
He frowned and scooped them with his fingers, then stuffed them inside her core once again. Her back arched as she reached another climax.
He kept doing it, she tried to stop him. She tried to push him away, but it felt like he was fingering her as he pushed his fingers deep inside of her trying to stuff her with all the seeds that spilled on her thighs.
Soon she was unaware of anything else but the way his fingers moved inside her. She held into his shoulders as she blanked out.
He smiled at seeing her eyes roll up her head, her back arching for his thrust as she wore the expression of lust on her face. He felt proud that he can do this to her.
“There, that is how it should be. Do I need to fuck you all the time to keep you so obedient? You won’t think of leaving me, right noona?” he smiled as he spoke to her like a little child.
She nodded her head as she still wore that blank expression. Her body convulsed in his arms as he pulled her closer to himself.
“Very well, now. I think I just have to breed you so you will never have to think about anything else. I’ll fill your womb with my little puppies. You won’t mind, right noona? You won’t mind your little brother filling you up with his pups, right? After all, we are a family,” he kissed her hair as she continued to stare blankly at the ceiling.