First Stygian Diviner:Apocalypse

Yogev stood there like a statue, the words that came out of Heigl's mouth were too hard to accept, he was still shocked by his knowledge about what was happening out there on Delwias Island because he never told him anything .

Yogev was so pissed the day he drowned the corpses in the well, he only wanted to take revenge on his people by not honoring them , and he wanted to kill the Chaos assembly  so that he could protect Heigl.

However, the next day when he woke up he felt too disgusted by what he did and eventually tried to hide it from Heigl so that he wouldn't hate him for that .

" Calm down, what are you saying ? "

Heigl punched him in the face again till blood came out of his mouth, he didn't move for the second time so that he wouldn't irritate him more .

" You said that outside the transportation center is so filled with people and that we can't even move, and that you are the only one who could do that , the fuc***ing outside is empty, you fuc***ing bastard, the outside is empty, everyone is dead, they said the leader did that to them, no …no …no …no "

Heigl was shouting and screaming to the point where his actions were not controllable anymore .

" I met their fucki***ng leader, and he swears that it was not his doing, you fuc***ing did it , he is so sure of it, and I am too, the way you acted after we closed the door on us was so shady, you knew what was happening , you fuc***ing did it and you couldn't even tell me !"

At that moment Heigl fell to the ground, his face was so red and so were his eyes, he was so nervous and angry and his body was already collapsing.

He only started to get outside of this place to gather information, but he ended up meeting the leader of the assembly in a horrible state.

"Everyone around him was dead, he was the only survivor, and I don't even know how he survived while being tied up with no food or water for days' ' .

Yogev was in a tough position, seeing the look in Heigl's eyes made him want to dig a hole in the ground to bury his head in it .

" You are sick? You got the disease ? I told you to stay here, " Yogev said, this time very upset .

Heigl rested his head on the ground while closing his eyes, he was going to explode if he kept looking at Yogev .

He hasn't been feeling good for two days, he then made sure not to contact Lexie or Ciel, he didn't want them to get sick, however, all he was thinking about now was Yogev and how to hurt him .

" You are not even denying it anymore, " Heigl said .

Yogev got closer to him this time to check up on him , he leaned towards him while extending his arm towards his forehead to test his fever .

In a middle way Heigl stopped his hand, he didn't want him to lay hand on him then said to him:" How does it feel to be you, I just wonder "

There were a lot of emotions described in Heigl' tone, a lot of despair and hate, and disgust and all the negative feelings that he never imagined having inside of him, they were all focused on Yogev

" You killed me already, " Heigl added while still having Yogev's hand in his hand.

" I …I can't say something that would fix this, it already happened, and I can't say that I regretted any of it, I have times where I feel so disgusted with myself, and I hate what I did to those people , however they don't last for long when I think about you, and the fact that I protected you from everything that was going to harm you, I did everything to save you , Heigl, so yeah …I am this pathetic and disgusting person, I might be the only person that could do such an act and feel nothing wrong about it "

What started as an explanation for this bad act , ended as a full acceptance of it, Yogev was not feeling any guilt however the look in his eyes towards Heigl was so compressed with emotions.

" I will not let you die, do you understand me?  I will not let you die, you are my right arm and I am not going to give up on you "

Heigl was still not looking at him, he was too pissed , too tired, too consumed by what he did.

" There is no way you could convince me that you did what you did for me , I didn't ask for it , and I am pretty sure that a man like you is a fuck***ing crazy bastard who has no restraints regarding killing people "

Yogev set on the ground and leaned towards Heigl more than whispered to him:" I told, I fucking told you , to not get hurt because I don't know how to heal you, why did do this ?  Why was so it hard for you to trust me, I trusted since day one, I believed in you, I made sure that your words were heard, but you…you couldn't even stay at the center when I asked you to"

Yogev was so irritated at this point but Heigl's state was not that good for him to shout at him or even give him his reasons.

" I will never trust a bustard like you, there is no way this would happen, '' Heigl replied to him after he opened his eyes.

He noticed that his voice was close to him so he opened his eyes only to meet his eyes midway .

" Stay away from me !" Heigl shouted at him"

" I will not "

" The triple full moons is about to happen and I have to send the kid away from this place, he is so pure and I want him to stay this way, but , you …you …you are a corrupted soul that fits well for this place" .